从前至今

今天，我这里的牧师说…甘愿看到我弹钢琴，好过我在那里唱歌。是好事！因为之前都很少有机会服侍在钢琴的岗位。

但很遗憾的，我看…这里很少人知道我是从唱歌开始服侍的。有时会失望，因为看到没有自信的我，站在台上无法放胆的唱。看着小时候拿过的奖，更是伤心。
从前的我，消失了。

我希望我能胜过，像今天所唱的歌一样，《活出真正的你》-- 有情天音乐。

这条路，有那么难走吗？

神常常回答我说：“孩子，不要忘记我会陪在你身边。”

=)

但愿我更加明白神的心意。

感恩 Thankful

星期五的比赛终于结束了~ 心中好像有颗大石头消失了。所谓“一山还有一山高”，到最后还是唱得不好，他们实在很steady啊，尤其是伟荣和紫旋，真的是佩服他们。嘿嘿……整晚的比赛，我犯了最大的错误吞口水。咳哟~ 不知道为什么会这样…一直都很疑惑。是呼吸没有控制好吗？嗯……还是喉咙的关系？让你们看看我所说的喉咙问题吧！不要看我的牙齿，看里面那个“圈”。很"gelik" ho？从九岁开始，我父母就发现我呼吸特别大声。到后来才知道……原来我的喉咙已经发炎好久一段时间。到现在还是一样的状况，不能吃太多油腻煎炸得食物，甚至最好不要吃。但至少另外一边已经好了，我相信神会医治。如果神没有医治的话，我就不能呼吸了。这件事我很少会在别人面前提起，也不太想要提起。(Rebecca you know lah... Hehe...) 我曾经想过：“如果那颗瘤割掉的话，我特别的声音是否会消失？” 我的妈妈也问过我。我也不知道，一切就在于神咯……

最后的成绩：虽然我只拿到第二十名，但我还是要感恩。今天牧师说到一片云雾，就好像我们的生命一般，转眼间就消失，非常的短暂！这让我联想到一首歌，也是经文：“我是在地上做寄居的，求你不要向我隐瞒你的命令……” 人是可以被取代的。我们的生命都在神的手中，若神要的话，神可以立刻让你断气，相信吗？要对神保守忠心的心与圣灵的同在虽然不简单，但…努力吧！神为我们预备的是极大的福分…… 能活着，就要感恩，真的要学会感恩。

愿我的心，常常思想：

“耶稣，我需要的不是我自己满足、或是靠自己的意思活；我需要的是一颗愿意的心，有神你的旨意的生命。”

Reminder:

“你们祷告，无论求什么，只要信，就必得着。” 

(太 Mt. 21:22)

“神为爱他的人所预备的是眼睛未曾看见，耳朵未曾听见，人心也未曾想到的。”

"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him."

FINAL!!!

I'm really scare to be in FINAL. There are many strong contestants...... They are so talented. I was chatting with my sister just now, i told her i'm worrying. Then she replied, "You better worry on your study first! And......(don't need to be mention)" I think she is right although i answered back I worry for my study long time ago, but my heart was agreed with her at that time. So finally, I've choose a song which pastor help me to choose, that is “唯一” a.k.a “我心中的唯一”. This song...some parts really need a lot of breath, my breathing is always a problem actually. Cos' my throat got problem... I hope and i will perform with all my best this time then i have no regret. I must not give up! May God bless all of the contestants and also bless me. Heal my throat, Lord. I know and i believe You are the most powerful doctor in this world...... Don't worry, things will not get better by worrying them. Just give all to God, and He will let us to know what is a "MIRACLE". Be the steady ones. Of course I have to do my best too~ then God can bless me more than what i think. Trust in the Lord! See you on 21st of August, 2009, guys! God bless... Hehe... Thank God for the chance.

我心中的唯一 by 龙飘飘

Blessed Singing Competition 蒙福教会歌唱比赛 2009

Vote the contestantssssssssss you like at

Blessed Singing Competition (website for voting).
Welcome all of you to come...
Here's the clearer location map of Blessed Church.

Time: 7.30PM start.

*RM5 per ticket*

(Those who interested can tell me, maybe i will buy a tiket for you.)

古晉蒙福教會
BLESSED CHURCH KUCHING
Sublot 319, Lorong 2A5, Tabuan Laru,
P.O.Box 2527, 93750
Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia.

那一天，那一夜。

那一天 - 二零零九年六月十二日（星期五），地点蒙福教会，当时我只有一种感觉，实在是紧张！没办法…… 被抽到跟一号参赛者做对决，实在是~~~~~~~~~~~紧张！！！！！！！！怕到…………不知道要怎样形容。在这么紧张的气氛下，我还是唱了。但，唱不好，我本身觉得我唱得不好。不过，至少我已尝试过。呵呵… 人生嘛！总有起起伏伏，有时会有意外中的成功，有时却有不经意中的失败。不用紧！我还是进决赛了！哈哈哈哈哈…… 我姐和妈妈劝我要多注意在功课上，这是应当的，不然我的成绩真的是会向下跌。人，都会想要进步，但要不要进步，只是看我们的选择。同样的，神也给我们有选择的机会。我们要不要改，要不要相信，要不要服侍神，神都让我们选择。当晚，我看了每一位参赛者的表现，有的令我很惊讶，有的我早期就知道他本来就很厉害。那些参赛者，我就不必声明咯…… 有去的人都会知道。嗯… 看了之后，觉得自己不应该进大决赛。老实说，那晚当我回到家时，真的是很很很很难过，哭得多么凄惨（幸好我姐没有拍下来）。因为我唱得真的不是很好。现在的我，不管了！！！我会在大决赛的那天，尽我全力唱得最好！我要唱给耶稣听，就像姐姐一直提醒我的：“你就放轻松唱就是了~ 像是做给主看，而不是做给人看。神看的是心，神最在乎的也是我们的心。”（圣经也有记载）至于我在大决赛要唱什么歌，无可奉告！哈哈哈！没有啦~ 已经有蛮多人问我了，我都有回答。但那首歌，我还不确定，必须问牧师的意见。要知道我唱什么歌？来问我咯…

Very weird face...... got it from Mick Long's Facebook profile.

感谢主，我有机会进决赛。这一切，我都要把他交给主。因为是神所给我的，我才能够有能力唱歌，有勇气站在舞台上。

Singing Contest Without Musical Instruments/Music (Youths - 19/09/08)

Last night was frightening! I mean at first la... SOOOOOOooooooooooooo nervous~ Hiu~ Unfortunately, i didn't stayed until the end. I didn't listened some of them how they sing... It was interesting! I enjoyed this contest. Many of them sang the same song, but it's different when they have different voice. I did sang wrongly last night and I'd not enough breath too. Sore throat + flu...can't blame my voice. Hehehe... I must protect my voice! Let God heals......... =)

1 day to go...

1 more day! It's tomorrow!!!!!!! Kin tio... Hehe... I'm happy that i did invited my friends and they did comfirmed that they can go. Muahahaha...4 friends. Those friends are always hard to ask them to go want. But now, erm...they are going with me! Hahaha...although tomorrow i've to sing in front of......maybe will feel more nervous 'cos my friends will be looking at me, but it's worth 'cos they can go and meet God there.



4 friends who are going...



Ling, Wen, Yung and Chai Wen. Lols...nice. (almost all got shortcut name, mine is...) =.="'

Sore throat!

Sore thraot ar... How to sing on this coming Friday? Haizz...and i got flu too. I practised my song yesterday. Wow...so hard to sing if my sickness doesn't get well~ Pray for me!!! Thanks. Hehe... God bless me and heal my throat... Amen! Start singing...LOL. “许多最好最美的事，总是出现在第一次~~~”Hahahahaha...gambateh! =P