Oh... i have printed the timetable for SPM 2009 just now. Wow~ know what? The first 6 days are full. I mean those subjects which i'm going to sit for this year SPM. Even Add Maths is on the 6 days. My goodness... really can't touch this laptop again. This will be my last blog post before SPM.(think so) My parents start to be more strict to my study and also church meetings...actually since last year they were strict. Hahaha...but i didn't really tried my very best. So now i'm going to try my very best to get GOOD RESULTS. Even though i can't go for Friday Youth Fellowship for October and November until SPM end, but i will keep my mind with God. Pray at home then...... The last day of my SPM test is on 10/12/09. WoooHooOoo...freedom! But...don't think of it now. I need God to guide me and change my life. I am really NOTHING without God. Now, count down to SPM - left 64 days, 2 months to go. I have to improve a lot if i wanna get scholarship to further my study. I think nobody know about my dreams, except my mum and my sister and God. I know God knows the most. Hehehe...so that will be a secret. Whether my dreams will really come true, it's up to me that i really study hard or not. Of course, i have to study smart too, but study hard is better. Everything is in God's hands. For making decisions, God gives us chance to decide. For those who fear the Lord, God will instruct them in the way chosen for them. There is always hope if we don't give up easily and with a little trust and faith in God.
"God bless those who bless others..." We have to learn to bless others...... =)
What a cute photo, they are Justina's brother & sister & my house old gate.
I'm really scare to be in FINAL. There are many strong contestants...... They are so talented. I was chatting with my sister just now, i told her i'm worrying. Then she replied, "You better worry on your study first! And......(don't need to be mention)" I think she is right although i answered back I worry for my study long time ago, but my heart was agreed with her at that time. So finally, I've choose a song which pastor help me to choose, that is “唯一” a.k.a “我心中的唯一”. This song...some parts really need a lot of breath, my breathing is always a problem actually. Cos' my throat got problem... I hope and i will perform with all my best this time then i have no regret. I must not give up! May God bless all of the contestants and also bless me. Heal my throat, Lord. I know and i believe You are the most powerful doctor in this world...... Don't worry, things will not get better by worrying them. Just give all to God, and He will let us to know what is a "MIRACLE". Be the steady ones. Of course I have to do my best too~ then God can bless me more than what i think. Trust in the Lord! See you on 21st of August, 2009, guys! God bless... Hehe... Thank God for the chance.