Count Down to SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh... i have printed the timetable for SPM 2009 just now. Wow~ know what? The first 6 days are full. I mean those subjects which i'm going to sit for this year SPM. Even Add Maths is on the 6 days. My goodness... really can't touch this laptop again. This will be my last blog post before SPM.(think so) My parents start to be more strict to my study and also church meetings...actually since last year they were strict. Hahaha...but i didn't really tried my very best. So now i'm going to try my very best to get GOOD RESULTS. Even though i can't go for Friday Youth Fellowship for October and November until SPM end, but i will keep my mind with God. Pray at home then...... The last day of my SPM test is on 10/12/09. WoooHooOoo...freedom! But...don't think of it now. I need God to guide me and change my life. I am really NOTHING without God. Now, count down to SPM - left 64 days, 2 months to go. I have to improve a lot if i wanna get scholarship to further my study. I think nobody know about my dreams, except my mum and my sister and God. I know God knows the most. Hehehe...so that will be a secret. Whether my dreams will really come true, it's up to me that i really study hard or not. Of course, i have to study smart too, but study hard is better. Everything is in God's hands. For making decisions, God gives us chance to decide. For those who fear the Lord, God will instruct them in the way chosen for them. There is always hope if we don't give up easily and with a little trust and faith in God.

"God bless those who bless others..." We have to learn to bless others...... =)

What a cute photo, they are Justina's brother & sister & my house old gate.

Okay see you then...after SPM. ^^

感恩 Thankful

星期五的比赛终于结束了~ 心中好像有颗大石头消失了。所谓“一山还有一山高”，到最后还是唱得不好，他们实在很steady啊，尤其是伟荣和紫旋，真的是佩服他们。嘿嘿……整晚的比赛，我犯了最大的错误吞口水。咳哟~ 不知道为什么会这样…一直都很疑惑。是呼吸没有控制好吗？嗯……还是喉咙的关系？让你们看看我所说的喉咙问题吧！不要看我的牙齿，看里面那个“圈”。很"gelik" ho？从九岁开始，我父母就发现我呼吸特别大声。到后来才知道……原来我的喉咙已经发炎好久一段时间。到现在还是一样的状况，不能吃太多油腻煎炸得食物，甚至最好不要吃。但至少另外一边已经好了，我相信神会医治。如果神没有医治的话，我就不能呼吸了。这件事我很少会在别人面前提起，也不太想要提起。(Rebecca you know lah... Hehe...) 我曾经想过：“如果那颗瘤割掉的话，我特别的声音是否会消失？” 我的妈妈也问过我。我也不知道，一切就在于神咯……

最后的成绩：虽然我只拿到第二十名，但我还是要感恩。今天牧师说到一片云雾，就好像我们的生命一般，转眼间就消失，非常的短暂！这让我联想到一首歌，也是经文：“我是在地上做寄居的，求你不要向我隐瞒你的命令……” 人是可以被取代的。我们的生命都在神的手中，若神要的话，神可以立刻让你断气，相信吗？要对神保守忠心的心与圣灵的同在虽然不简单，但…努力吧！神为我们预备的是极大的福分…… 能活着，就要感恩，真的要学会感恩。

愿我的心，常常思想：

“耶稣，我需要的不是我自己满足、或是靠自己的意思活；我需要的是一颗愿意的心，有神你的旨意的生命。”

Reminder:

“你们祷告，无论求什么，只要信，就必得着。” 

(太 Mt. 21:22)

“神为爱他的人所预备的是眼睛未曾看见，耳朵未曾听见，人心也未曾想到的。”

"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him."

FINAL!!!

I'm really scare to be in FINAL. There are many strong contestants...... They are so talented. I was chatting with my sister just now, i told her i'm worrying. Then she replied, "You better worry on your study first! And......(don't need to be mention)" I think she is right although i answered back I worry for my study long time ago, but my heart was agreed with her at that time. So finally, I've choose a song which pastor help me to choose, that is “唯一” a.k.a “我心中的唯一”. This song...some parts really need a lot of breath, my breathing is always a problem actually. Cos' my throat got problem... I hope and i will perform with all my best this time then i have no regret. I must not give up! May God bless all of the contestants and also bless me. Heal my throat, Lord. I know and i believe You are the most powerful doctor in this world...... Don't worry, things will not get better by worrying them. Just give all to God, and He will let us to know what is a "MIRACLE". Be the steady ones. Of course I have to do my best too~ then God can bless me more than what i think. Trust in the Lord! See you on 21st of August, 2009, guys! God bless... Hehe... Thank God for the chance.

我心中的唯一 by 龙飘飘

Blessed Singing Competition 蒙福教会歌唱比赛 2009

Vote the contestantssssssssss you like at

Blessed Singing Competition (website for voting).
Welcome all of you to come...
Here's the clearer location map of Blessed Church.

Time: 7.30PM start.

*RM5 per ticket*

(Those who interested can tell me, maybe i will buy a tiket for you.)

古晉蒙福教會
BLESSED CHURCH KUCHING
Sublot 319, Lorong 2A5, Tabuan Laru,
P.O.Box 2527, 93750
Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia.

不落空

这个video已经upload好久了…… 我记得这应该是在放学走路回家，放下书包后，就随便弹弹录起来。呵呵……

Gotta be serious......

I saw Chieng wrote this in her Facebook profile. I think the thing she means is about the pastor's preach. Yes, we have to be serious to God. Really... I went to 2nd service today. I feel that i'm not worth to have forgiveness from God when i'm listening to what pastor said. The David's song of repentance...so touching. Even though i know this chapter Psalm 51 a long time ago, but this time...i really feel i have many sins that God not please with. I was thinking back in my heart when i decided hand over my life to God, how was my life at that time...and compare to the life i have now. Just gotta be serious again...back to the first love, remind myself... "The VISION: After God's own heart is really realize your own sin and repent humbly, the most concern thing is the relationship with God and know that you are undeserving and glorify God's name...just to please God's heart." Just like David in the Bible. TO BE CONTINUE......

In Christ Alone by Newsboys

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song

This Cornerstone, this solid ground

Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
‘til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand