不一样 Different

来到吉隆坡这个地方，非常不一样，非常陌生……就连我宿舍的朋友，也全都是西马人。这里除了车子全都驾得特别快之外，人也比较爽快，意思是有话就直说！哈哈……的确，我发现到这一点，当然不是每个啦～　我本身是不太习惯这里的空气，皮肤也变糟了许多。咳～无奈……　呵呵……不用紧，可以慢慢适应的吧！来到这里，也像是失去了家的安全感一样，一切必须靠神给我力量，给我支柱。虽然我不久前刚从国民服务回古晋，习惯离开家的感觉，也不会因为离开而哭。但想念，依然还是有的。慢点再跟你们介绍我的宿舍，生活环境，现在所去的教会，学业的难度（其实也不是很很很难。=P）以及身边的朋友（许多都是无聊人物，但还不错。）。我相信神会安排我一切的需求，我知道他必定看顾我，来指引我……　=)

将要离开的滋味… The Taste of Going to Leave...

I know i will miss Kuching. I know i will...... Thess few days, i'm busying packing and preparing everything which i need to use in KL. Feel like going to leave this place soon. Ya, it's true. I'm going to leave my home, leaving Kuching soon. Arrrrghhh...hard to explain the feeling, but i really feel like crying now. Especially when i'm listening to my pastor's song, “未曾忘记” Never Forget...one of the sentence in the lyrics, “未曾忘记你的手勉强挥挥手，长大离开的时候……”. I can feel the feeling of leaving my parents and my friends, and i'm going to taste it soon. However, no matter how i miss, no matter how i insist to stay, i know i still have to go. My parents are quite worry about me, for none of my relatives are living in KL. So when problems and difficulties come, i'm the one who is going to face all of it, but i know God will help me for whatever situations i'm in. Although i'm coming back to Kuching on September for one week only, but honestly, that's quite a long time for me. I think i will be waiting for the day...longing for the day i come back to Kuching. I'm here to say thank you to everyone who bless and gave advises to me. Some of the words really had touched my heart. I will remember. I miss this place...... These are the taste, the feelings of leaving. Just like i left already, but not really, leaving soon. T.T Really pity my brother, he doesn't has anyone to play with. If my sister and I are in Kuching, sure we 'fight' everyday. Hahahahahahahahahaha... =)

 I WILL MISS......

 I will miss......

 I will miss.......

 I will miss......

 I will miss......

 I will miss......

 I will miss......

I will really really miss the time i spent with my family. =)

AND

I WILL MISS......

 I will miss......

 I will miss......

 I will miss.......

 I will really miss the time i spent with all th church's friends, leaders and pastor. =)

 I will still miss my NS friends. =)

But still......

 I have to ask God to guide and lead me... Guide me, Lord...

国民服务的苦与乐 Sweet and Sour of National Service

在国民服务的那段期间[28/03/2010 - 12/06/2010] - 2nd batch - Siri 7，刚开始觉得很不习惯，也很想家。但慢慢地融入进合群里了…… 每天晚上，睡觉之前，有一件事，是我一定会做的，那就是读圣经！然后才读书。有时真的真的很累我才会直接睡觉。

 

Bible

Book

这些是我们的早餐、午餐，及晚餐的一些照片。

Dinner

Lunch

Lunch

Breakfast

但老实说…在国民服务的那段期间，真的学习到很多东西。比如说： 

I cut down most of the part coz really can't be public.（Lily录的... 吃饱没事情做。）.

 
怎么把boot kilat到很亮…很亮…亮到可以照镜子！ =P  Hahahaha...

怎样安排时间去做好每件事……

ALPHA招牌歌/sorakan:

samba eh eh,
samba oh oh..
sambadi badi samba eh eh,
sambadi badi samba oh oh.

kemana kami pergi,
semua orang nak tahu,
siapa kami,
lalu kami katakan...
kami kompeni alpha[x2].

无论我们去哪里，
人人都很想知道，
我们是谁，
然后我们就说，我们是ALPHA[x2].

engga naanga poorum,
ellamthumkum teriyunuma,
yaaru naanga,
eppadi naanga solluvum,
naanga alpha kompeni[x2].

Sia...pa kami?? Gempur warisan...
Siapa juara?? Alpha[x2]...
Siapa Alpha??? Gempur warisan...

** For more information, please visit Lily's blog. (Coz i copied the song lyrics from there.)

流了多少汗…… 花了多少心血……

怎么去懂得计划每一个表演、每一个活动，每一个比赛……

怎样把身体锻炼得像Asakar!!! =D

当然，其中一个令人怀念的……是学习到怎么与人沟通与认识彼此，也就是朋友！

Jia Joo的手……玩到有一点过分……哈哈！

我们一起经历那么多的考验挑战。不管在什么kompeni，不管是什么种族，我们都曾经在一起，一起哭过；一起欢笑过；一起分享……

这些酸甜苦辣的经历都当成为在脑海里一部分的回忆。Lily：记得啊，Lily！不要哭了… =) 以下是我把大部分所拍的照片作成一个短短的影片……

有时会累得像孩子般睡了……

但要记得，要再站起来！！！回到微笑的自己……

提醒一下： Reminder:

记得吗？？？Harimau Berantai... Hehe...

希望我认识的朋友们，会珍惜你身边的每一个人。乘我们还能呼吸活着时候，除了做自己要的事，多为家人和朋友着想……也把每个好的回忆记在心里，把不好的回忆抛开忘掉。这些点点滴滴，或许可能…有一天…能够把它换成力量，来走下一段路程……

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 这是……？？？

Sister and I

 我们一点的小小牺牲，白与黑的差别真大！T.T

最后，我还是要说…… 谢谢你们！God bless! =)

主耶稣爱你也爱我(客家歌-轻快)

主耶稣爱你也爱我(客家歌)


词曲：rambochai （阿保）



主耶稣爱你 也爱我

主耶稣爱他 也爱你

主耶稣统统 他也爱

主耶稣他 爱全部人



所以他来到这里 的世界

所以他流出宝血 死在十字架

三天之后 他复活要救我们 woo Ooo yi yeah



嘿嘿 朋友啊 今日是真高兴看到你

一定是天的安排 耶稣要跟你 做朋友

嘿嘿 朋友啊 不用很担心他不识你

因为他在天上面 每天看顾你 woo Ooo woo Ooo

他爱你也爱我



更多有关这首歌曲：http://rambochai.com/2010/05/jesusloveuandme/

太迟了 Too Late - 例外人The Remnant （Official MV）

回家 Return Home

回家的感觉很舒服。。。在国民服务营里，我想所有国民服务的学生都会常常想回家。家，不单单是给予保护，或是休息的地方；家，也是温暖的爱，互相照顾彼此的地方。在国民服务的一个月里，差不多每天都会想家。除了忙的时间，剩余的时间也只有想家了。我的家，包括我的教会，也就是属灵的家啦。。。 真的真的非常想念。有时候，想着想着。。。眼泪就会从眼眶流下。终于，我有机会回家。我感到非常欢喜，非常兴奋、非常感恩、非常渴望回家的那一天。我和我的朋友每天都不停的倒数回家的日子，98%的pelatih都有回家或去朋友家渡过这cuti semester。想念的心情，无法解释，就是想念。不管有时在家会有争执，会有不和睦的事情发生，但仍然想念。有哪个孩子不想有父母的依靠呢？有哪个父母不想自己的孩子回家呢？

 

 像是慈爱的天父，希望自己的孩子能够回到他面前，回家。。。倚靠着他。所以，迷失的孩子啊。。。回家吧！不要失去了，才来后悔。不论我们身为孩子的做错多 少件事，犯过多少罪，要知道，在天上的父，或是在地上的父母，他们的心仍然希望孩子会回到他们面前，开开心心地与他们一起渡过每一天。一个家，若失去爱，就不再是个家了。。。

困难再多，挫折再多；祝福再多，恩赐再多，最重要的还是来到神面前，亲近他、依靠他、事奉他，荣耀他。。。

 

不要失去家的福分。。。。。。

How to make a right decision?

Thank God that i came back home safely yesterday from Kem Putra Sentosa, and i thank God that i still have time to read Bible and write diary in the kem. When i've time, i will think of something. Almost everyday got special and interesting things happen...either sad or happy, just feel good when i gone through it. Other than that, I will think of my future career...especially before i sleep every night. Really HARD to make a right decision, i keep on asking God to let me know the answer, otherwise there will be not enough time to change. For my parents, i know they want me to have a good career, and i know that they don't want me to always concentrate in serving in church, so they choose to send me to KL to study nursing. If i stay in Kuching, for sure my study results won't get well. Those are what they think, and also my sister. Yes, i did thought of that, but i need a confirmation from God first. Serving is a good thing. I know i didn't did well in Form 5...as they all think that just b'cos of church serving. My answer is NO! So which way should i choose? What should i do? Nursing or Form 6? If nursing, Sime Darby or Masterskills??? *Actually nursing is not what i wanted to study.* Hehe... Erm... Just...

I need time to pray...... 

I have to make a right decision...... 

I know God will show me the right way......