Thank God that i came back home safely yesterday from Kem Putra Sentosa, and i thank God that i still have time to read Bible and write diary in the kem. When i've time, i will think of something. Almost everyday got special and interesting things happen...either sad or happy, just feel good when i gone through it. Other than that, I will think of my future career...especially before i sleep every night. Really HARD to make a right decision, i keep on asking God to let me know the answer, otherwise there will be not enough time to change. For my parents, i know they want me to have a good career, and i know that they don't want me to always concentrate in serving in church, so they choose to send me to KL to study nursing. If i stay in Kuching, for sure my study results won't get well. Those are what they think, and also my sister. Yes, i did thought of that, but i need a confirmation from God first. Serving is a good thing. I know i didn't did well in Form 5...as they all think that just b'cos of church serving. My answer is NO! So which way should i choose? What should i do? Nursing or Form 6? If nursing, Sime Darby or Masterskills??? *Actually nursing is not what i wanted to study.* Hehe... Erm... Just...
Since i know the song Dalam Yesus, Tuhan Peduli/Allah Peduli, Bapa yang Kekal, S'perti yang Kau Ingini and blablabla..., i keep on searching for more Indonesia christian songs. And I discover that they are quite nice and meaningful......
Tuhan Peduli/Allah Peduli - Jonathan Prawira
Banyak perkara yang tak dapat ku mengerti
Mengapakah harus terjadi
Di dalam kehidupan ini
Satu perkara yang ku simpan dalam hati
Tiada satu pun 'kan terjadi
Tanpa Tuhan peduli
Tuhan mengerti Tuhan peduli
Segala persoalan yang kita hadapi
Tak akan pernah dibiarkannya
Ku bergumul sendiri
S'bab Tuhan mengerti
Di dalam hidupku ini
Kau s'lalu memberi rancangan terbaik
Oleh Karena kasih
Bapa, sentuh hatiku, ubah hidupku
Menjadi yang baru
Bagai emas yang murni
Kau membentuk bejana hatiku
Bapa, ajarku mengerti sebuah kasih
Yang selalu memberi
Bagai air mengalir
Yang tiada pernah berhenti
KasihMu ya Tuhan
Tak pernah berhenti
Bapa Yang Kekal - Jeffry S. Tjandra
Kasih yang sempurna telah
Ku t'rima dariMu
Bukan kar'na kebaikanku
Hanya oleh kasih karuni Mu
Kau pulihkan aku, Layakkan ku
Tuk dapat memanggilMu, Bapa
Kau b'ri yang ku pinta
Saat ku mencari, ku mendapatkan
Ku ketuk pintuMu, dan Kau bukakan
S'bab Kau Bapaku
Bapa yang kekal
Tak kan Kau biarkan
Aku melangkah hanya sendirian
Kau selalu ada bagiku
S'bab Kau Bapaku
Bapa yang kekal
