回家 Return Home

回家的感觉很舒服。。。在国民服务营里，我想所有国民服务的学生都会常常想回家。家，不单单是给予保护，或是休息的地方；家，也是温暖的爱，互相照顾彼此的地方。在国民服务的一个月里，差不多每天都会想家。除了忙的时间，剩余的时间也只有想家了。我的家，包括我的教会，也就是属灵的家啦。。。 真的真的非常想念。有时候，想着想着。。。眼泪就会从眼眶流下。终于，我有机会回家。我感到非常欢喜，非常兴奋、非常感恩、非常渴望回家的那一天。我和我的朋友每天都不停的倒数回家的日子，98%的pelatih都有回家或去朋友家渡过这cuti semester。想念的心情，无法解释，就是想念。不管有时在家会有争执，会有不和睦的事情发生，但仍然想念。有哪个孩子不想有父母的依靠呢？有哪个父母不想自己的孩子回家呢？

 

 像是慈爱的天父，希望自己的孩子能够回到他面前，回家。。。倚靠着他。所以，迷失的孩子啊。。。回家吧！不要失去了，才来后悔。不论我们身为孩子的做错多 少件事，犯过多少罪，要知道，在天上的父，或是在地上的父母，他们的心仍然希望孩子会回到他们面前，开开心心地与他们一起渡过每一天。一个家，若失去爱，就不再是个家了。。。

困难再多，挫折再多；祝福再多，恩赐再多，最重要的还是来到神面前，亲近他、依靠他、事奉他，荣耀他。。。

 

不要失去家的福分。。。。。。

How to make a right decision?

Thank God that i came back home safely yesterday from Kem Putra Sentosa, and i thank God that i still have time to read Bible and write diary in the kem. When i've time, i will think of something. Almost everyday got special and interesting things happen...either sad or happy, just feel good when i gone through it. Other than that, I will think of my future career...especially before i sleep every night. Really HARD to make a right decision, i keep on asking God to let me know the answer, otherwise there will be not enough time to change. For my parents, i know they want me to have a good career, and i know that they don't want me to always concentrate in serving in church, so they choose to send me to KL to study nursing. If i stay in Kuching, for sure my study results won't get well. Those are what they think, and also my sister. Yes, i did thought of that, but i need a confirmation from God first. Serving is a good thing. I know i didn't did well in Form 5...as they all think that just b'cos of church serving. My answer is NO! So which way should i choose? What should i do? Nursing or Form 6? If nursing, Sime Darby or Masterskills??? *Actually nursing is not what i wanted to study.* Hehe... Erm... Just...

I need time to pray...... 

I have to make a right decision...... 

I know God will show me the right way......