Thursday, September 21, 2017
昨日感言 Throwback Post - 04/11/2014
刚做完晚班, 从医院回到家, 休息了一小时。一个人躺在沙发上......思考着, 让我回想起一些事。一个生命可以在几秒内伤亡, 没有人能预料自己或别人的生命接下来会一切安好。当生活过得很舒适, 一切都顺利时, 我们可否察觉到生命的重要? 家人、健康、朋友、事业等, 哪一个是永恒的呢? 当遇到真正的困难时, 有谁是一直支持及帮助我们的呢? 这一生中, 什么是我们所追求的? 到活到最后一口气时, 我们能带走这一切吗? 这些问题可说是我们常思考, 或又可以说常忘记思考的问题。
Monday, November 10, 2014
回到起初 Back To The First (2)
Here comes, one of my testimonies:
After finished my Nursing Board Exam, i had been through nearly 6 months "holidays" that caused me felt like i was really useless. The "holidays" i mean including my last year mission trip, Perth vacation with grandma, the time when i was at KL, when i was at home doing nothing and my Youth Camp (Till i got a job). For me, that period of time was the time that i had decided a BIG DECISION in my life. I was actually facing challenges and trials, especially spiritually. I was struggling so hardly which i used to hide it deep in my heart and cried every night. I cried, didn't mean that i was giving up; when i cried, i cried to God. Thank God for His grace, He keeps reminding me how great He is and do not give up on myself, coz God never gives up on us. Some of my friends may thought, "Wow, you had been to Thailand (mission trip) and Australia! So good!" Yeah, indeed, it was really a cool and extraordinary experiences. But who knows? I was actually crying every night when i was at Australia. At first i kept asking God: "Why??? Why, God? You lead me to study Nursing, but why can't i see a pathway to walk to?" Then my dear God will always answered me through different ways, saying or showing "Back to the first." That simple answer. "Back to the first" having wonderful meaning, which means "back to the first love" (God and man), a faithful, humble, teachable and obedient heart. So i have been asking God to break my heart as what breaks God's heart, as i could understand the heart of God. I have too much pride inside of me, easily being proud if i'm not careful enough. Sometimes i myself don't even realize it.
21/08/2013 - I was at my aunty's house, Parkwood, Perth. Stayed in the room, felt lost and no direction for my future. I repented and humbled myself down.
22/10/2013 - One of my church leader texted me, "I just wanted to tell you that God will lead you to the place He wants you to be stayed." (I was going to have interview at one of the KL's hospital.)
10/11/2013 - (At Kuching) Unable to sleep at night, went for Quiet Time by playing guitar and worshiping God in a private corner. Suddenly a peaceful mind came to me, my heart was so calmed.
11/11/2013 - My mom kept asking me did i received any call for interview, i told her by faith, "Don't worry, mom. I will receive another call from Normah soon, very soon." *Usually i will be very fed-up.*
12/12/2013 - Received a call from Normah, for interview. *I knew my Father will never let me down! Miracles are always God's profession. =D*
16/12/2013 - Passed my interview and waiting for medical check-up.
When i started to learn to humble myself, (still keep on learning now) God turned my problems and mistakes into blessings. Sometimes we need to wait for God's perfect timing. Other than that, we have to keep filling by the Holy Spirit to give us strength. If we want Holy Spirit to fill us greatly, then we have to give God the space. We have to empty our heart first, let go all. We are the one who decide to give big or small space to the Holy Spirit to fill up. His favor poured upon me greatly, what i received were more than i can imagine. Through this time experience, i have learnt to forgive as the Lord forgave me. Keep learning to give thanks in any kind of situations. Learn to love others as how God loves me. Remind me of first love towards God, trust in Him wholeheartedly. All of these, i am still learning...of course. =) How mighty is our God~!
Conclusion of my testimony: "A year ago i was a jobless newly graduated nurse, and now i am working as a staff nurse at the Emergency Department of NMSC."
Same goes to: "A year ago my heart was in pieces that no one noticed, and now i can say i am strong through the One who gives me strength and loves me so much."
Working at Emergency Department, is a blessing from God. I believe that is a pathway, reach out to more people through my first action, like a smile on my face, a prayer in my heart.
So, are you having problems and stress in finding job? Facing great challenges which you don't know how to overcome it? Come to Jesus~! Offer up and give all to God. He is always there waiting for us to find Him, seek Him & be with Him. No matter how tough it is, remember we can be victorious when we start to rely on God faithfully. Do not live in the past, keep looking forward. Your life is precious in God's eyes. He will definitely make a way.
When there is God, there is a way.
but actually God is the One who found us first.
Thank you, Father. :)
So back to the first, the first love, a heart that always think of working for the Lord. When you start to work for the Lord, your willingness will make your happiness and blessings overflow.
All the best & God bless you!
Saturday, September 13, 2014
20 Facts About Me
Alright~ I have 3 friends tagged me to write out this, 1 is optional. Thanks to them, i have to "squeeze" my own brain to type out the 20 facts about me. Hahaha...
1) My name "Edwina" is actually not added in my IC, wanted to add in but postponed for a long time.
2) I believe in Jesus Christ.
3) Love music, but not all sort of music i will like it.
4) Enjoy playing guitar and piano alone, singing along. Hope to learn more musical instruments.
5) Used to heal different kinds of animals which were injured during my childhood time.
6) Nature lover. Even told my dad i wanted to live in the jungle/kampung in the future.
7) A nurse.
8) Since 11 years old, my life have been greatly touch by God...till now.
9) I ever been transferred 3 times to different primary schools. *That's why i have many friends, but not that close.*
10) My dad, mom & sister are teachers. Brother is just a student. They are great.
11) Love to receive challenges.
12) Having really big dreams that only God knows.
13) Being fat and chubby since 7 years old, training myself back to the healthy lifestyle now.
14) Like making new friends, for they don't know about my background. And i'm going to surprise them after that.
15) Enjoy travelling and sports. Either alone, with family or friends.
16) Working at Emergency Department, with great people there.
17) Believe everything has its own season. Something that should be hide at certain time; something have to be spoken out at certain moment.
18) Enjoy watching cartoons and mystery movie when i'm really really really free.
19) Reading books is one of my favourite thing to do, but always not finishing.
20) Like to do things during midnight, for nobody will disturb, so quiet. Being alone but not lonely. :)
Knowing my facts might not really knowing me. Steady, friends! Hehe...
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Tweets
Just simply updating my blog by Twitter, in progress of adjusting my time for doing back my hobbies (since i am back to Kuching already). Haha... May God guide every single step i walk throughout my whole life! :)
Friday, November 29, 2013
新的季节 New Season
Keep moving into a new season, do not give up but keep going. Have faith in God.
* To be continue... :P
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
回到起初 Back To The First (1)
Guitar always be my accompany. |
GA611 Bread Of Life - Inside of Tabernacle |
Sharing Hearts - end of 2012 |
Elisha first time joined our Ah Pat Group. |
Wanny's Birthday Celebration |
Trip to The Farm 1 (leaders) |
Trip to The Farm 2 (leaders) |
Trip to The Farm 3 (leaders) |
Outing with Leader Chih San's 体系 |
Ah Pat Cell Group - Gathering at Kelana Jaya with new members. |
First launching GAYA (GA Young Adult), I am no longer a Youth. LOL!!! |
Group Photo of Music H2O |
Hanna, David, Andrew, Elijah, Pastor Jing Ping (pastor of daughter church, GC611 BOL), IP. Charlotte, Phoebe, me and Priscilla. Mission Trip to Nongkhai, Thailand (8/8/13-13/8/13). |
Powerpoint Ministry |
Past Sukkot Celebration, blessings of God will flow on us. AMEN! |
Monday, September 2, 2013
我跪下 I Get On My Knees
Listen 我跪下 I Get On My Knees at Youtube Page
Such a long time, i did keep writing blog but not posting it. Haha...so, i would like to introduce a song today which composed by Ps. Lim GT from Blessed Church, Kuching. The song is really a prayer song. A song where you can rest in God's arm, and seek the Lord, living in His presence. :)